Tuesday, January 24, 2006 3am my mother wake me up. i felt like i just went to slp and just woke up. then i was like... why you wake me up?

she say faster call ambulance faster call ambulance.

then i also thinking. sialah.

i called the ambulance. then i see my father start puking. then i very worried whether he will swallow his saliva and go into the lungs and get pneuomonia.

help him wear tshirt help him wear pants.

paramedics came very fast thank God.

they quite pro. they 123, everything settle very fast. then i go put on my shirt and like help them carry my father out of teh house.

like on the way out. i thinking. sialah.

my life is like a storybook. why sia. why again. he recovered from stroke liao why kenna again. its like those drama series when you see the guy recover from some sickeness then suddenly go back again.

hmm.. when i go down. i see the ambulance. i stare at the lights.

Late night, brakes lock, hear the tires squeal
Red light, can't stop so I spin the wheel
My world goes black before I feel an angel lift me up
And I open bloodshot eyes into fluorescent white
They flip the siren, hit the lights, close the doors and I am gone

I know that this can be more than just flashing lights and sound

yah.. the thrice song came to my mind. and its like. i think the first time when i really stared at an ambulance.

i just stood there. until the paramedics load him into the ambulance and my mother together go into the ambulance.

then the ambulance zoom off. then i stood there for i think 5mins.
5mins after the ambulance left i still standing there. mess of thoughts.

i slowly walk home thinking... sialah God what you trying to prove sia. why you make such a nice man even though he may not be the best father kenna stroke 2 time. why you must why you must why you must why you liddat why all his fault la.

somehow after something tragic happens then you start to realise about your God.

i think thats true for almost everyone. and its definitely true for me. and when you think of God, you start blaming Him.

i reach home i look at the mess in the house. i clean the place.... i remove the bedsheet.... then i remove the bedsheet suddenly a diary drop. i read it and i started crying. then i take the bedsheet go soak. then i just stand there and stone.

then i go see whether my sister alarm clock got set. dunno how she can slp through all the sound.

then now then i pray to God say. dear God please keep my father safe.

then i heard a voice reply: Trust in the Lord always. God is good.

liddat.

then i faster go and take out my God is good all the time lyrics and see

GOD IS GOOD ALL THE TIME
HE PUTS A SONG OF PRAISE
IN THIS HEART OF MINE
GOD IS GOOD ALL THE TIME
THROUGH THE DARKEST NIGHT
HIS LIGHT WILL SHINE
GOD IS GOOD
GOD IS GOOD ALL THE TIME

IF YOURE WALKING THROUGH THE VALLEY
THERE ARE SHADOWS ALL AROUND
DO NOT FEAR HE WILL GUIDE YOU
HE WILL KEEP YOU SAFE AND SOUND
HE HAS PROMISED TO NEVER LEAVE YOU
NOR FORSAKE YOU AND HIS WORD IS TRUE

then i cry again sia.

i guess its becos we lead too comfortable lives that we do not see the need for a god. but i believe everyone believes there is a god. and i believe this God of mine is real one.

hmm.. my mother just message me say critical condition. need to do a brain op cos thers a brain clot there.

somehow the word "critical" doesnt make me laugh.

whenever i see crit i will laugh. becos
in games crit = good
in real life crit = no good.

just hope that he will be alright.
God is good all the time. Trust in the Lord always. i will remember that.

dEs | 4:19 AM

Wednesday, January 18, 2006 Desmond and mindy day. 18th jan. 18th of every month. yay.

like. busy sia. finished i think almost all written reports. only left the brand design one. which i think will be uber easy. cos really a no brainer.

hmm, i heard from somewhere i need about 40CCA points to go UNi. hmm so far ive been quite involved with stuff. helped out in the SP openhouse. met 2 cute girls. they do same duty as me one. they very dumb. and funny. maybe thats why cute la. also band one. play clarinet and the other one play netball. and theyre hainanese like me. OMG LOL>!

like fusion is good. too bad pmc cant host it. too small. zzz. ahaha. okok i need go regen. cyas.

dEs | 11:23 PM

Saturday, January 07, 2006 Music: Modest Mouse - Blame It On The Tetons

Hmm.. its been almost a wek since i blogged. but what can i say? like many things happened this wk and required my attention.

Firstly, thank God for my father who recovered from stroke in lyk 3days? Hes liek teh uber la. But he come back he act like king sia! i have to yes... boss... your wish is my command.... not really recovered but strong enuf to discharge from hospital yarr.. so now he at home have to do handandleg exercises. and slp watch tv. zzz. and like our house got 1923871283 baskets of fruits. Like even though apple and banana my favourite fruit. I eat and eat like cannot eat finish. and i see still got so many left over! like lol!


Secondly managed to clear all my reports and elearning. i am like so dumb sia. The CD reflections supposed to do on some personal experience and not about the salvation army thing -.- lol. but nvm. i can save the salvation army thing for wk 5. then i no need to do. yay =)

ANd today i very sad. My CD teacher dont like me... he want to poison me... I today help the class handup the report... then at that moment my stomach growl... then i ask eh sir got food anot... lol. ya shameless i know. then he say in his honky accent
My office-a dont have-a food then i say ehh sir dont bluff la.. your office so big no food meh? then he think think tthink .. then i and kc about to exit liao. then he say AIYA OKAY-A. CUM. Then we all cum. Then he from secret compartment take out biscuit tin. Then wah.. like treasurebox sia. Then we all eateat. then like very happy sia. mr cheng give us biscuit. then still can hao lian to emi i got biscuit you dont have =ppp.

then i take my first bite.

chewchewchew.......

....
....
....

SIALAH!!!! LAOHUANG!!!

Ehh kc... he take biscuit from secret compartment means nobody eat right?
then he in serious face .... sialah... you are right (blinkblinkblink)

then i look at expiry date....

....
....
....

Good Game... No Re...

Expired 1208371284 years ago. LOL. I straightaway spit out all.

Lucky no stomach ache.

Lesson learnt dont take biscuit from Mr cheng. take burger and bread and other thing can. and sit his car as many time as you can. the black colour one. lol.

bored-a. going to watch tv-a
i am very flexible-a. LOl. mr cheng personal service-a. lol. ok enuff later i really wake up in the morning got honky accent. then pple make fun of me also.

Lyrics from: Muse - Hysteria

It's holding me, morphing me
And forcing me to strive
To be endlessly cold within
And dreaming I'm alive

'cause I want it now
I want it now
Give me your heart and your soul
And I'm not breaking down
I'm breaking out
Last chance to lose control

Your Animal Personality

Your Power Animal: Eagle Animal You Were in a Past Life: Whale You are active, a challenger, and optimistic. Hard-working, you are always working towards a set goal.

LOL. this is like so wrong.. a whale.. and hardworking.. lol. A WHALE-A. LOL.

dEs | 1:00 AM

Wednesday, December 28, 2005 Music:Muse - Hysteria

woo. nice song.

anyway. ive just found something cute on the net. itwasanadoptapet. i think it was from hardwarezone! and now i have my very own cute and stupid penguin. I wonder why i even adopted a penguin. they like stand there and stone. and.... stone. like you push them they fall down. you take a bat and smack them they fly. lol. yar okay. yar you can go google smack the penguin its a quite fun game. and this pet thing you just keep clicking he will fall down. lol.

like so many things have happened this past wk

My parents all go to malaysia. leavinng me here. like im bored and stuff. and like was not home most of the time. i watched many dvds though. Four Brothers was a very good show. Into the blue kinda sucks but i think eye candy ba. Jessica Alba didnt look great the entire show. only some parts. ^^

Talking about shows, i havent watched kingkong and narnia. Hmmm. i think i call them buy dvd come back then i can watch le!! Yay!! I want to watch old classics. The only classics ive followed is grandgodfather and starwars. maybe want to borrow more mafia or bank heists shows. wonder whether got time.

went to send ber off... i missed the last bus to changi airport. so i took like a cab. wah talk cock to the taxi uncle sia.... talking cock to taxi uncle is a very dangerous thing to do. the last time i talk cock with a taxi uncle, he nearly killed all of us in it when he did a 90degree drift turn. We were oHH SIALAHH I DONT WANT TO DIEEEEEE. I think is he teach jaychou how to drift in initial D one. Sialalla. Taxi can drift... tofu car can drift... lorry can drift... next time bus also can.

Hmm... like i was so tired cos i nv slp. then i still go and push nats on trolley around. it was fun. i missed the old days. eliza push me into the wall... hmm... sweet memories... lol. if you guys are reading this. AHDES MISS YOU SEVEND.!

i was quite upset that somebody spoilt my surprise for ber though. like i think of it. then you all come and copy me... youknow..

yar nothing already.. its okay.

today went gyms wor. my hnads are shaking my hands are shaking.... growth and repair. all for a better new year. need to get rid of my beerbelly sia.. i raise up my hand, i zhaogeng my stomach. People say... wah... you fuckingfat sia. I cheebye sad liao.

then later me ang and darren go eat at the bubbletea place. then got this ahlian come and talk to her friend. like fuckingloud la. " WAH WHAT HAPPEN TO YOUR HAIR!?!!? BIAN CHEN HEN BOMBASTIC LEYYY!!!"

then darren smirk and say. wah.. her vocabulary powerful sia.
3 syllable. BOM BAS TIC. pro sia.
then ang say... bigfuck... i know 4 syllable one.
HE LI COP TER.
then i tell him. TIAN WO GAO WAN. LIANG KE!!!! LOL.
ROFl.

HOUSE OF THE DEAD 4. Its new and its better, its an uzi gun now. not a shotgun. hand not so pain. looks easy but i think difficult sia.

eh tired liao. i go watch southpark. cherios.

dEs | 10:34 PM

Sunday, December 25, 2005 Music: Matchbook Romance - Monsters

Hey everyone!!! Merry christmas first of all!!! This the season to be jolly... siala- la la la... lal al ala.

This year although dont feel like christmas. but i got wasted.... quite bad.

On friday went chinablack. It was like ok. I go in,, see so many people i know one. Like i know them, they know me, thats all la. quite casual friends. But aug and elv couldnt get in. so it was quite =/ Then like i go in come out. then see 2 butches. not me. use people id to get in. Then kenna bounced. Then they cry mother cry father sia. then after that security got tighter. then so many pple got caught until police come.

then siala. all zhao liao. then we went to harrys. IT was teh ROFL! white russian for me. Aug had a mudslide, elv had a rustynail, timmy had a flaming lamborghini. then you know flaming lambo they will give baileys to you after you drink. then we ordered lemon drop also. then he drink the flaming lambo, then he supposed to drink the water, then he went to drink the lemon drop shot instead! i was like o.0. SIALAH! DRINK THE WATER NOT THE LEMON DROP!!! Then elv kpkb.!! THATS MY LEMON DROP!! I PAID $13 FOR THAT!! Then he wave his lemon around! LOL. shit1
like everyone got tipsy. but i think timmy got KO-ed by that lambo+ lemon drop combo. gged sia he on the road! roflcopter here roflcopter there. Then he tell everyone hes gay. LOL. Had to take care of 3 pple.

Yeahh went to stayover at elvs.

The nxt day.Went johnny house. Drink again. I think my liver gged sia.

Vodka + cranberry and sprite. I okay sia.

but the nxt day. wake up. stomach feel funny. i force myself to puke. eew...

then after that is puke continuously. lOL.

i guess its okay... i puked christmas away... .

Shit sia. lesson learnt. after you drink. drink more water and piss all out.

I mat sia. i went to slp after that. but im okay now. ty for all your concern.

Going to debos house afterwards. Dunno do what.

Then monday they coming my house drink again. Hope i can tahan sia. or maybe i pretend to drink 1 time then ko. then i go slp. wahaha.

Lyric from: Zebrahead - Runaway
For the sake of letting everybody know
She says I won't belong So long
It's not a lost cause
She's just a runaway
Is there nothing left for you to say?
And if she comes home
Do you think she'll want to stay?
Is there anything for her?
She's a runaway
Turn your back on yesterday

You Are 19 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

Wah siala. so old.

dEs | 4:32 PM

Wednesday, December 21, 2005 Music: Delta Goodrem - Almost Here

Wowow. i am happy today.

Today went to do ITAB in school. i am happy that its like 90% done. can play soon. soon!

my house 24th nobody at home. so from then till 31st dec anyone can drop by and say hi. stay awhile. maybe like 3-4 days.

Then went to simlim with leomund,lerty, yogay, paul and friend.

go repair mp3. and i ask what the shop name. MP3 Repair shop I was like... erm... then leomund say why dont believe. but really la. the shop name call mp3 repair shop. LOLOLL.

Then he after that pangseh liao winner liao.

then i also sian1/2. i also zhao liao.

went to meet izaku, shuiming, ah sng and yongwei. then together eat prata then go to the ceremony of carols thing.

hmm... its just an instrumental and choral performance of church people. and some internationally acclaimed people. like the harpist is like uber pro.

the ms yu-hsin huang, her name. from taiwan one. hmmmm taiwan seems like got alot of pros. pro harpist.. pro pool player... higham symphony orchestra principal player leh. wah proness. play nutcracker with boston pops orchestra. its like such a privellege to play with boston pops.

anyway, she like damn pro la. play harp like shoot machinegun kind. and still can maintain the tone and apply crescendo, demenuendo. pro la pro la.

the thing finish i go find her take picture. =) =)


LOL. look funny. 

hmm too bad she change already... if not her battle costume i mean concert costume, look very elegant sia. principal harpist sia... singapore where to find...

hmm then they play alot of duets and triplets? trio with cello and oboe. play one song like shokubutsu.... then i was like sialah. shokubutsu(greensleeves)i can play also. then we can quartets sia. harp,cello,oboe,sax. Ohh nono not quartet is fivtet. dunno call what la. 5 people play one correct liao. becos got harp,cello,oboe,sax, and the pageturnerfortheharp. the harpist needs a pageturner... hwahaha. so i think,,, who is more mighty? the harpist or the pageturner. If the pageturner dont turn the page the harpist jack.

wah then really explore all the tones of the harp, bright sound, dark tone, allegro, andante. even play got like medieval and japanese tones. chioness overwhelming.

hmm heres another pic/


the programme  

then she and another violinist wu man yun from china one from beijing central ballet symphony orchestra. going to play at esplanade tix going at $15.


sistic  


hmm... want to see more familiar faces?

me,colleen,shamelessshane. 

hmm... why is shane there... spoil the picture... lolol.

nice solo anyway.. i didnt know can reach so high one... i think if i try... window will break. then quite gg.

yup anyway... havent heard such nice sounds since SASMB days. going to sleep now.


LOL.  

Lyric from - Reset: Blue
BLUE... im feeling lonely how bout you?
we will be starting something new..
im going crazy over you.
just touch me babyy...

dEs | 1:57 AM

Sunday, December 18, 2005 Music: Yellowcard - Empty Apartment

Hey all.... today was a quite fun day.. CIP at serangoon for teh last time... i today so xing ku lo... do the stupid thing alone. the jude and lertong run away go ring bell. nabeizZzzz.... but lucky not so much work... today the 7 girls and me talk alot abt life... talk abt the most guilty thing we have done in our life.. and all the funny childhood thing that we all do... that is worth rofling when you go and look back.

took another video of hsueh. OW! oW! lol. ow!ow!
she can be like my main actress in my hp. cos my phone the video all got her doing stupid thing.

then went home... the mat wedding downstairs. siala! damn nice la! no mat beat. but got DJ sia! mat mixer!!! lol. zzz

went to meet elv and aug.

oh man... i reach there see aug and edalene and the girl start with s one.then siala... why he bring them again... sian1/2. then later see them they start laughing to themself. then dunno why suddenly call me bestfriend! with clap. on hand.

then the whole night is bestfriend! liao. quite fun la. quite annoying too.. quite lame. i laugh at edalene the teeth becos her teeth fall on the road and chip before. then look very cute. then say if fall down somemore cannot pronounce juice liao.

Uncle i want orange JUUT. HUH?? orange JUUT.

go play pool but my heart not there sia.. i keep thinking of things.

hmm but ok la.. got the 2girls to entertain me sia. the keyword is BESTFRIEND!! then they will jitao feng diao and BESTFRIEND! with you. BESTFRIEND! untilcannot stop.

hmm.. shes not coming back for christmas.... i am sad. no christmas presents from shanghai this year.. lol.... miss ya viv.


Lyric from Modest Mouse - World At Large
The moths beat themselves to death against the lights.
Adding their breeze to the summer nights.
Outside, water like air was great.
I didn't know what I had that day.
Walk a little farther to another plan.
You said that you did, but you didn't understand.

You Are 70% Boyish and 30% Girlish

You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch. Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes. You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them. You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.

wah. witty sia. not funny.

dEs | 2:08 AM

Saturday, December 17, 2005 Music: Rurutia - Selenite

Hmm.. changed blogskin and watched lots of stuff today. watched purepwnage episode 9. Its damn lame sia... dave back china take revenge on bu jing yun and niefeng, lol. by challenging street fighter and tetris. lol.then they lose buay song go kill his sisters. Then he emo. he burn his PS. wo yi hou ye bu wan you xi le.. I will not game anymore,... the way they argue in chinese is damn funny. TA MA DE. Motherfucker. Tian wo liang ke. Lick mahh balls.lol. ok lame.

then i watched karas... a new anime., i wont exactly call it anime... it has too much CGI. and the way the story goes, its like not anime , its like movie and drama but cartoon. Sorta like mononoke i guess. lots of fighting though.






Its like a movie ba.. only 6 episodes... so far quite nice la.

okay.. tmr got cip... i must go emo now...

amaku oshiyosete ha boku no mune wo fusuwaseru yo

Lyric from Panic! At The Disco - IT's Time To Dance
Well, she didn't choose this role
But she'll play it and make it sincere
So you cry, you cry
(Baby give me a break)
But they believe it from the tears
And the teeth right down to the blood
At her feet
Boys will be boys
Hiding in estrogen and wearing Aubergine dreams
(Baby give me a break...break...break...break)

You Are an Emo Rocker!

Expressive and deep, lyrics are really your thing. That doesn't mean you don't rock out... You just rock out with meaning. For you, rock is more about connecting than grandstanding.

Oh man. I am so emo. I am so emo can.

dEs | 1:38 AM

Thursday, December 15, 2005 Music: Ash - Clones

I just realised this song very funny. This morning CRS talk about cloning. now im hearing to a great band's song. ORgan farming! Freedom!! freedom!!! Oh siala!

yarr anyway.. today is a very funny day. everything is funny today. maybe becos i not emo thats why funny.

today is like a day where love go wrong. and... its damn funny.

today.. lertong borrow janicia FOM notes. Then the gays yoges paul and leomund. all say wahhh janicia so nice handcopy for you leh!! wahh no chance already no chance already. then yoges ask janicia. you like lertong isit. wah in front of the whole class. then her reaction. like dragonball like that. BOM! the file drop on the file. everyone scared. then orhh yoges you die liao.... then he also quite scared. lol. then dunno what... very funny. he na wo de notes? huh? he touch ni de rou? LOL.

veronica also very funny. Aye you steady lar! aiseh@ lol. the way she say you ____ lar! very funny.

FOM was rather simple. Topshop siaL~

Thenn after FOM... KC tell me wah sandy walk so fast... confirm go meet boyfriend... then i was shocked, huh? sandy got boyfriend? then he tell me yar... SP band one.. play trombone one... Montfort one.. then i ask play trombone but can play anot? then he oh siala cannot lar! then i aiseh@

then i ask sandy eh sandy you got boyfriend ah? then she tell me you think have means have you think dont have means dont have. Then i oh siala means i no chance laiaoz! Then me and kc rofloflol. then she quite dulanz with me. then she walk faster.. then i from far away shout.. EH I STILL GOT CHANCE ANOT??? then she nv reply. lolol.

shit im such a bastard.

then after that go toilet. the guy beside me. keh kiang sia. he pee halfway smssmsms. then he zip up, then his handphone pouch drop into the urinal. Then I was like cannot control.. WAHAHAHAHA. then he say shit. then i wanted to tell him eh brother that one urine not shit. ahh jackk!!

shit im going to get retribution.

then after that on the train. meet kc friend classmate i think. then after that talktalktalk.. then i soooo.... you got boyfriend? then she say have. then i sia la.. no chance liao!! LOL. then i ask... soo.... you want another boyfriend? then she was like... errr why you so desperate. then kc say noooo.. this one... not call desperate.. is call openminded! sio la! funny la.

Today i mastered the skill of foldhand stealing. wah useful sia. pple will think ppl epulling! but they look! see nobody! then they think pple bang into me! but too late! GG!

Also owned some noobs today. they keep challenging my machine. then i use sentinel pwn them. then the guy say that guy(me) sentinel very pro. then i happy sia.

Sio la~

Lyric from: Senses fail - Dreaming A Reality

Is this what it's like,
A dream lacking serenity?
A wordless conversation, a "you and I" without a me.

Your Power Color Is Teal

At Your Highest: You feel accomplished and optimistic about the future. At Your Lowest: You feel in a slump and lack creativity. In Love: You tend to be many people's ideal partner. How You're Attractive: You make people feel confident and accepted. Your Eternal Question: "What Impression Am I Giving?"

Hmm thats true sia. what impression am i giving. nice quiz.

dEs | 10:07 PM

Monday, December 12, 2005 Music: Silverstein - Smashed Into Pieces

So... on saturday... had CIP. At teh serangoon salvation army. The first impression wasnt very good... cos they dont even have proper entrance must literally
peh swa (climb mountain) then go to the shop to be greeted by some uncle who think he very hip and cool. Go and find beneduck. Then everybody was like omgwtpbbq. beneduck?! simi sai!?

Then in the end we find the woman. She tell us okay guys. we need you to do something very difficult. We need you to do something that requires much thinking. something that girls cannot do. Pack and sort CDS. Then the girls hear already?> HUH?? pack cD?? I WANT>>> then we all guys, lertong me jude. all harhar. you all cannot think.

then wah go there.. i never see so many cds in my life. as in really 6 semac dustbins full of CDS. then have to pack and sort. we were fortunate we had other volunteers there to help us too. From DAC one. They... quite funny la. Talk alot of cock with them. Especially you pack CD halfway.. then suddenly open one. WAH CASETTE SIAL>> ehh buy ah eh...

Then the DAC guy damn funny. He pack halfway got one accpacc cd. Then he was like... ehhh accpacc leh... the teacher say outside cannot find one... then he like so excited he go and find the person ask whether can buy. Then he go find the guy. The guy say music cd $2. Then he assume everything $2 then he cannot buy the accpacc for $2 then he emo. LOl./

Finish liao went home.... to bathe. went out to meet elv and timmy. and aug. Aug came so late we cannot paly pool. So we waited until like uber long for him. we go eat $5 sotong bryani at food republic. Wah chao nice sia. so much and so nice. and... so much and so nice. yah.

then me elv timmy. wait outside wisma the motorolla booth. Then got the big M. M for Mat. So that was our signal to sit down. So we still had our cups from food republic. then we started saying the most random things. people walk pass we... in begging position... with cups in hand... just shout we want a better christmass pls help some people.... we just want a better christmas..... then timmy started smoking... we tell him.. eh like that you cannot beg la. then i take out PSP. then we shout.. ohhh we just want AN EVEN better christmas! LOL. We were really considering taking up professional begging.

Imagine you sell tissue... $1 one packet. you in 1 hr sell 5 packet = $5 then you buy one bigbig pack is only 20cents! good future.

and aug came along with 2 weird charbo friends. who kenna bluff by me very easily. oops. then really sia. zhuo boh liaoz.

ah siala.. heres wishing all of you a merry christmas...

ohh sialah we just want a better christmas... sialah sialah... better christmas onli... 20cent 50cent also can....

dEs | 1:22 AM

Sunday, December 04, 2005 Music: Emery - The Ponytail Parade

Wah the stars award if got betting system i think i can win money sia.

I predict ruanmianmian and the huang biren will win. Really win sia.

Julian he so emo. sit one corner. nobody beside him one.
Then president nathan go sit for 2-3 hrs donno whether can understand those taiwan comperes, maybe he can understand gurmit singh only.

Yar... patricia and adrian pang nv win sia. i sadded.
Not bad sia quan yi feng win so many.
Then the zoe tay like level up liao. She can come out when and as she like sia. Come and extra. Lol. Christy Cheung Woowoo.!! she cannot speak chinese goodly. like me.

Hmm... good waste of time that was.

I also finished my ibyakuya, but wah i see also sian not nice as ikon.

yucks lo 

Xiexie da jia for visiting my blog. Xiexie for ni de encouragement~ ji chi... wo xi wang(hope) hui bi jiao hao(will be better). Wo hui ju xu(continue) nu li. Xiexie mummy daddy.... xiexie wo de fans.... lol. hai you zai jia da dian hua gei wo de ren. XIEXIE!

dEs | 10:58 PM

Wednesday, November 30, 2005 Dj Sammy - California Dreamin'

Wahaha...

Im liek so happy. I found my CRS article. Its titled the gr8 IM db8. (great instant messaging debate)(which sounds like masturbate)

Ok.. pardon the pun.

Yar.. and in the article its basically saying that becos of electronic communication mediums such as sms,BLOG, students are more motivated to write. Which i think is true. And blogging is better than staring at a blank paper with lines. becos i no need to see the keyboard i just type and then words just come out, just like what im doing now. Like about 3-4 lines liao. Yeah.. but teachers fret over the decline in basic skills of writing.

i just found alot of acoustic songs that can play on the guitar. Like avenged sevenfold's seize the day, the early november almost all the songs. But somehow hillsongs always make me more peaceful.

I also was wasting time doing doing doing.... photoshop. I trying to make all the bleach char look like the ipod advertisement so far.. i only got this.


Ibyakuya. LOl 

ya. its really hard work to do an ibankai or ikon.

i love ibankai. its my desktop wallpaper now.



lol. cute right. but hard to do.

yeah.. got to go do tutorials. freaking 10.30 already and i haven started.


Lyric from trademark: amazed

Every little thing that you do..... baby im amazed.... by YOU.

The way you walk, the way you look, blushing,laughing,jealous. Im amazed by you.

Your Summer Ride is a Jeep

For you, summer is all about having no responsibilities. You prefer to hang with old friends - and make some new ones.

dEs | 10:09 PM

Tuesday, November 29, 2005 Music: Jay Chou - Si Mian Chu Ge

Guess whos back. Back again. Desmond's back. Tell a friend.

Yup, decided to spring clean my blogger. Actually, I decided becos liek many pple in my class starting to blog. So i decided to start also. Clean sheet.

I now like learning microsoft frontpage. I think thats how all those people do those blog all in one. The very compacted blog. I might try soon. But, i lazy. So see how lo. If can, i can powerlevel my blog skin making skills. Then you all call me desmond korkor then i help you all make. Wahaha.

I just realised if people go to yahoo or google they type microsoft frontpage or blogskins, my blog will appear in searches. That sucks.

Got to do a project on ELECTRONIC COMMUNICATIOn. I dont know what is that sia. But i will try to find article, but its teh difficult!

Im also updating steam and trying to install counterstrike to play with paul and lertong. But mine is source leh. And cant dl CS1.6. Gayshit.

Played d0ta till 1.30am last nite. Still managed to own nUbs. But not impressive. I kenna killed my heart beat so fast. Thats what happens if you nv play for long time.

Hmm.... wondering what we're doing for CIP. Salvation Army. Like what we plan, the management will like change abit. Like KC's grp. Say supposed to wheel oldfolks, end up go clean kitchen and all the oil filter. Eyuck. Hopefully, it will be a good experience.

Im looking for a book to read. any recommendations? Looking for the anansi boys though,

Our FOM teacher dont look like it. but hes certainly lame no.1. Then come Mongmong.

"can you wake the student up pls?"
"SIr, you put him to sleep you wake him up yourself!"

"there are many fish in the sea."
Yah but they are all sharks.

Then what you want? Whale ah? LOl.

ZzzZz. Some lame things that he said.

Still can remember mongmong:....

Suuuuger... Luuuler. Lol
You want to fight, go outside and fight. The staircase here later fall down pain.

Okay.. enuf reminiscing.
I was walking home today. I took a different route today. and i saw my dearest hsueh min! She was buying earring. Lol. Then in the end she gtg. Then i since at hougang mall already. I decided to go see handphone prices, and xbox. Then i walkwalkwalk. I see the arcade! OMFGWTFBBQ!!! The arcade become so small!!! No more MVC!!! Then the pizza hut next to it. Become Prettyintokyo. That neoprintgayshit. Wah then i sian1/2 go home. Then when i reach home. Nobody at home. Have to go buy own food. Like sian la. Cya.

QUOTE OF TEH DAY!!!!!
Im ten, i like men,i wank with a pen, on a van, in my den.

Lyric from Nine Days - Absolutely
While she looks so sad in photographs,
I absolutely love her. When she smiles

Ohh... saw some cool bleach posters. might be getting for people for xmas.

Rukia
Byakuya
Renji

The ichigo's one is too big but you can check it out at here>

dEs | 8:22 PM

Wednesday, October 12, 2005 Wah sialah. Paiseh nv update sia. Been busy pooling and guild waring. OKOK. now i free i update.

Yeah i was looking thru blogs and blogskins. and i saw one that i really omgwtfbbq. nothing to say. I see also dunno whether to laugh or cry or dulans or what la. Take a look then tell me what you think. I think you'll feel the same as me. Your blood pressure go higher^^

Click ME SIAL

LOL right.

Yeah, im quite free now. so anytime you want just call me 6 time. Then i'll be sure to call you back. Then we can decide what to do.

I also found this pic which is kinda funny too. Makes your blood pressure go higher^^

its liek lol?



So next time if your girl has a headache. you know you're doing it wrong. LOL. Takecare all goodnight.

dEs | 3:48 AM

Wednesday, September 21, 2005 no more mob. gonna miss Mr. i teach you ldidat.

But if you havent watched advent children. you should. its teh zai. Its FF7. So you should expect. Cloud and sephiroth.


Hisashi buri dana, Cloud 
Long time no see, Cloud.

Sephiroth 

Teh big imba gayb4r


Sephiroth VS Cloud 

Swordfighting.


Going to GG 


5 Swords come out and poke him 


Setting up for limit break 


SIALAH!! DONT KILL ME!!! 


Stay there... in my memories. 


I... Wont be just a memory. 
Sephiroth - 1 Winged Angel.


=X I Die orleady. 
Fade into dust. and kadaj.

Even with these few screenies, you can see that it is teh zai. so what are you waiting for go and watch your FF7 Advent children now. mwahaha.

Torrents can be found at www.baka-updates.com

dEs | 12:32 AM

Tuesday, September 13, 2005 Music: Kutless - Arms Of Love

No more ec. yay. no gangster remarks either.

tsubasa chronicle kinda owns. kinda abit mix of inuyasha and like sliders. and like got love story. kinda typical. but nice. must collect the feathers. like inuyasha must collect sacred jewel fragments. and then will cross dimension. then his party got uber ownage people. good recoommendation for it.

study break now.

but i haven study. only break only.

so must motivation come. then can own.

for now ill sit here and remind myself that everything will be alright. haha.

Dengue in hougang?? Aiya no fear... mosquito wont bite me,... i bite mosquito one.

RAWR~!

but really leh, if it get to serious i have to shift house liao. lol. if not stay in hougang = GG.

but i dont think mosquito will bite me la... i so unsweet. bite me they loogi.

they will think...

SIA LAH, this guy blood taste like crap. zhao ah... ~~ ziuziuziu all fly away.

then liddat not scared vampire also.

the jiang shi come. i just say low blood pressure too little sugar. just like the equal sugar. you bite me you get the opposite of diabetes. then you die a horrible death....... AGAIN. Bwahaha!

lol. okay. i dunno where that came from.

Lyrics from HIM - Salt In Our Wounds


Here we are
In the maelstrom of love
Waiting for the calm
To soothe our hearts

Here we are
And don't know how to stop
Waiting for the war
To end it all

Love is insane and Baby
We are too
It's our hearts little grave
And the salt in our wounds

Love is insane and Baby
We are too
It's our hearts little grave
And the salt in our wounds

Here we are
Right back where we began
Waiting for sweet love
With open arms

Here we are
Just like before
Waiting for the warmth
Of that tender storm

Love is insane and Baby
We are too
It's our hearts little grave
And the salt in our wounds

dEs | 12:36 AM

Saturday, September 03, 2005 Music: Franz Ferdinand - This Fire

EHHHHHHh........... SIALAH! Saw sylvester squatting outside 7-11 smoking, plaza singapura with his ahbeng friends. At first walk pass.. see the hair, eh sialah, that one look like sylvester. then he look up see his funny face, then i start laughing. LOL.

Then he like so unglam lor. public icon, singapore idol, runner up, squatting at 7-11 there smoking. Nv think abt his image. So much for his colgate advertisement sial.

It should be like this

I trust colgate to make my teeth white after i smoke. - sylvester.
My teeth become whitewhite after my marlboro.
For whiter healthier teeth smoke a cigarette.

waha teh funny.

Wanted to take a pic of him. but then dirty my phone only. Then if ask him for pic, he get ready to pose, hide the cigarette. Then say, erm with the cigarette in your mouth. then 1,2,3 not say cheese. say emo. 1,2,3 EMO. Then emo face with cigarette.

Then create a shirt.

Got his emo face with cigarette.

EH sialah. cool sial 
For healthier whitier teeth. Stupid sia. smoke dont squat la.. at least sit on staircase or something.

1,2,3 EMO. Sial.

I think im a tekken pro la. LOL. And i think my high carbo diet is going to kill me one day. then ill go to hell for gluttony.

I gained like 2kg. LOL. fat sia fat sia. EMO~ Emo... imagine. cutlet rice + prata. or jumbo chicken x 1+1/2, the taiwan cut chicken,subway 6inch, x2 lemon tea. = GG no re.

Feel like theres nothing to live for. maybe except for bleach and naruto


Set upon the Frosted Heavens, Hyourinmaru! 

dEs | 1:07 AM

Wednesday, August 31, 2005 Music:SASH!(DJ Delirious REMIX) - Show Me The Right Way

DJ Delirious is teh roxXors man.

Wooho.. happy siaL~ no more ideas. no more mob. no more pokemon. Liddat. I teach you liddat. I nv bluff you one. I know more than you one. Sialah.

most of the projects are done too. Can concentrate more on the things i want to do. MU? damn. i need to get my rs/es. Guitar? been siaming it for awhile. Play pool also. slacking. you want to slack dont go poly. poly is like damn tough. at least for bizness side. i see MM. erm. today i end at 12 tmr i end at 1 the latest i go home is 3.


yeah. but poly life damn busy siaL~ there almost isnt one day. oh nothing to do ah. yay. that kind of secondary school feeling. but secondary school, got thing or no thing is the same. cos also nv do becos ultimately only olevel count and stuff right.


sian lor. kujala i think she pms... i suddenly forgot my lines, becos i say weather hot. then whole class laugh. then she think i making fun of her. then she later say what disgusted with my grp la. then call me stay back talk some cock. say i got unfriendly face, negative body language and whatfuck la. Then later say i look like gangster. ok lor. i gangster lo.

But i tell you la. its an SA thing to be liddat. i nv bluff you one. Darren Lin JJ also receive that feedback. and i think boss will too. oh ya. to my classmates, boss = your foodcourt friend. hahahahahaha. siaL~ how you feel sia foodcourt friend. lolololol. why you forever at foodcourt one.

i want play pool....

Lyric from: all american rejects - My paper heart

Please just don't play with me
My paper heart will bleed
This wait for destiny won't do
Be with me please I beseech you
Simple things, that make you run a-way
Catch you if I can

Tears fall, down your face
The taste, is something new
Something that I know
Moving on is, easiest when I am around you.

So bottle up old love,
And throw it out to sea,
Watch it away as you cry
A year has past
The seasons go

Please just don't play with me
My paper heart will bleed
This wait for destiny won't do
Be with me please I beseech you
Simple things, that make you run a-way
Catch you if I can

Waiting, day to day it goes through
My lips, are sealed for her
My tongue is,
Tied to, a dream of being with you
To settle for less, is not what I prefer

So bottle up old love,
And throw it out to sea,
Watch it away as you cry
A year has past
The seasons go

Please just don't play with me
My paper heart will bleed
This wait for destiny won't do
Be with me please I beseech you
Simple things, that make you run a-way
Catch you if I can

Summer time, the nights are so long
The leaves fall down,
and so do I into the arms of a friend
Winter nights
My bedside is cold, for I am gone
And spring blossoms you to me

Summer time, the nights they are so long
The leaves fall down,
and so do I into the arms of a friend
Winter nights
My bedside is cold, for I am gone
And spring blossoms you to me

Your Outrageous Name Is

Phil McCrackin

mccrackin? lol gdnight,

dEs | 12:35 AM

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